| so I came here again. I have nowhere to write my feelings, and nobody would listen to me, so I am back to xanga again. I wanna cry, but there's no tear. I can't concentrate anymore, even though tomorrow I will have a major exam; the day after, another major exam; and two paper due on Thursday. I hate myself. Why can't I get over of other people's judgements? I don't know what to do...really. Why! Why I am always not good enough at anything that I tried so hard of? And people just criticize me like cracy. I am so immature. But no matter how hard I try, I still get hurt by other people's comments very easily. |
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| 今天星期六,一清早妈妈就骂我"谁也不喜欢",并且擅自评论"谁也不喜欢你" 我又发飚了,快气死了.大骂 |
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| I ate too much and too late today. I am determined now--to make a food log, tomorrow right away!
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| I am really sad this morning. Went to CVS and bought a lot of trash...
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